In just a few words, there was so much helplessness and bitterness.
In his understanding, all of this was caused by his own pretentiousness.
If he had acted in the Pavilion of Forgetting Worries, then the white-haired girl wouldn't have awakened, and he wouldn't have lost.
But... there are no "ifs" in this world. He had read many books and lived a long life, being a cultivator, he naturally understood this truth.
